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[14 Sep 2005|07:01pm]
So yeah..I'm sitting in my room at my ocmputer and decided I might as well update. So school has been kinda exciting. I like being in this new atmosphere. I was happy to leave the desert the way it was during this summer. I liked the way it was when we were actually in high school..but my summer was not the greatest. I spent a lot of nights crying myself to sleep I guess.

But its been good here. I love the beach. I love my friends. I love the new people I'm meeting. I just love new. I just wish there was no work hehe. I don't really like my math or my biblical studies classes. argh. They make me really annoyed...cuz they ae so BORING. And I think I will not do good with these mid terms and finals..I'm used to being tested more than just twice.

I got sick last week. It was horrid. But I've been doing better. I got some Emergen-C and so I've been taking that which has helped A LOT. Veena made me a care package which made me feel better <33...I like that Daniel and Mo are close cuz they let me rest at their apartment when I'm sick..and they let me cook for them. I love using their kitchen it makes me happy. I suitemates have gotten a lot better from what I thought they were like. We should party together sometime. Kristin locked herself out of her room..which kinda sucked but you learn from these things. Since I've been here, I've locked myself out about two times. And now I now what to do when I lock myself out. I went to the grocery store last night ALL BY MYSELF! yay! and I bought myself medicine and some juice.

Britney Spears might have had her baby. They said it was a boy. I put my Jessica Simpson poster up <3 I got really excited when I was putting all this stuff up. and I've been trying to keep things clean. Mons told me it would make me feel better.

So I'm going to Peohees with Shu and Karinne and Autumn. I'm not hungry but I want company! Laura's birthday is coming up and I miss her dearly. hmph..Nalaurumn Veneeson needs to meet up and unite.
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[07 Aug 2005|05:17pm]
I leave in 19 days





and you know you will miss me
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brunch [04 Jun 2005|07:58pm]
so yeah today was our senior brunch. It was a little akward at first..everyone was in their own clique, but then once the hypnotist stuff happened, we all kinda came together. The hyponotist was hilarious and then we went to the Westin. It was fun. I like hanging out with the boys even if they don't like hanging out with me.





It's getting closer and closer and as it does I start to kinda reflect on the time I've had these past four years. I like Palm Springs High cuz we didn't really have cliques...everyone got along with everyone, and just cuz we didn't hang out didn't mean we hated eachother. I dunno I'm just glad I had such a good high school experience. It was lame the fights that we got into, the fights others got into that I wasn't involved in too. I guess I've just been trying to get over it cuz it's not worth it at the end of the year. We're all leaving soon and I just think it's better to let it go now, cuz you will prolly barely see these people ever again. I guess people don't always agree, but that's the way I've chosen to live my life. I'm trying to bring together all the seniors so that we can have one last hoorah before we leave. We were a good class no matter what people think, we had fun but we were still smart.


I dunno I'm just glad high school's over, because the petty stuff just kinda goes out the door.
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might as well face it you're addicted to love. [19 Aug 2004|08:06am]
For those of you who I have yet to tell....I got word back from our friends at the Regional Board of JSA and...











I'm Regional Events Coordinator...that's right I got it!! WHOO HOO! I guess all the hard work from Mini Con actually paid off this time. I'm so happy. I called John Sharkey and talked to him about all the stuff. I won't be able to make it to the first meeting due to short notice..but I know I'm gonna work hard to get everything set and ready!







oh yeah Coronado was awesome..I love all the girls..Shu shu and Karinne were so sweet! We had a blast. The guys were really fun too! hehe so yeah it was great.







I got bangs now too. I'll hopefully get pictures of them soon so you all can see my new hair cut! yay for a good day! hopefully I have more of these to come!
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thinngs are going good. [07 Aug 2004|12:39am]
so yeah today was fun. I went to the mall to get something to wear tonight. and I was late to the pageant. So I got daniel and we went. We were supposed to volunteer but they didn't really have anything for us to do so since we had backstage passes we just hung out backstage...then daniel wanted to see the girls so we went like closer up. Miss North Carolina didn't get in the top 15 so I was upset. But Miss Louisiana was also on my list so I was rooting for her. lo and behold she ends up winning! she's really pretty. So anyway after we went to panda but I didn't want any so me and daniel and pat sat in pat's car and talked about stupid shit. Then we went to in n out. Daniel and I were kinda tired so pat took us home and I ended up talking to daniel til like 12 online. hehe he's so cute. I love him.


So I talked to some people from JSA and they said I should get word back from them sometime next week..eep I excited..even if I don't get it..I think I'm pretty damn proud of myself for attempting!

I need to work. blech
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[25 Jun 2004|11:05am]

1. copy this whole list into your journal.

2. bold the things that are true about you.

3. anything you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions.

02. I don't watch much TV these days.

 03. I love psychedelic mushrooms.

04. I love sleeping.

05. I have loads of books.

06. I once slept in a toilet.

07. I love playing video games.

08. I adore marijuana.

09. I watch porn movies.

10. I watch them with my father.

11. I like sharks.

12. I love spiders.

13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.

14. I like George Bush.

15. People are cool.

16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

17. I have Jacuzzi and a Porsche.

18. I have a lot to learn.

19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself.

 20. I'm really smart.

21. I've never broken someone's bones.

22. I have a secret.

23. I hate snow.

24. I drink only milk.

25. Punk rock rules.

26. I hate Bill Gates!

27. I love Chinese food.

28. I would hate to be famous.

29. I am not a morning person.

30. I wear glasses.

31. I don't need glasses.

32. I have potential.

33. I only have one race.

34. My legs are two different sizes.

35. I have a twin.

36. I wear a padded bra. Otherwise I don't have boobs.

37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing.

38. I'm left-handed.

39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them.

40. I don't like horror movies.

 41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway.

42. People hate me usually.

43. I like pop music.

44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight.

45. I hate parking fines.

46. I know the National Anthem of my country by heart.

47. I know more than two languages.

48. I spend too much time on my computer.

49. I often want to throw my computer out the window.

50. I live on the first floor.

51. I don't like chocolate.

52. I'd like to be more original.

53. I've lied before.

54. Cocks are my favorite birds.

55. I want to conquer the world.

56. I wonder what happens when you die.

57. I've read all books about Harry Potter.

58. Eat your dog!

59. I love to exercise.

60. I hate science with a passion.

61. I like to write.

 62. I like changes.

63. I hate going to class.

64. I am afraid to die.

65. I hate dish washing.

66. My hair is long and curly.

67. My nails are nine inches long.

68. One of my favorite colors is black.

69. I like to sleep on the floor.

70. I am hopeless at cooking.

71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.

72. I should be doing something else rather than this.

73. I am online a lot, but not on AOL.

74. I hate government.

75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend

76. I'm too nice for my own good.

77. I love to read, I read as much as I can. Though I never have time.

 78. I don't trust newspapers.

79. I sometimes like arguing… fuck that. I LOVE arguing

80. I live in a lagoon

81. I clean my room alot

82. I'm scared of american fast food.

83. I am prying open my third eye.

84. I love Mozambique.

85. I don't trust any religion.

86. I used to play with barbies.

87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.

88. I like listening to wind chimes.

89. I'm very disorganized.

90. My hair is long and straight.

91. I learn a lot.

92. I don't like spicy food.

93. I keep a diary.

94. I can't do cartwheels.

95. I am very lazy.

96. I'm sarcastic.

97. I think my hair is annoying.

98. I'm very emotional.

99. I love being "ab-normal".

100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.

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[24 Jun 2004|06:55pm]
wow. Everything feels so unreal right now. I've known Nick since Desert Son Shine and it really just feels so unreal that he won't graduate with us next year. That he won't be around next year. He was such an awesome person. He was always smiling and it's just not fair that this would happen to some so magnificent. It puts a lot of things in perspective. I'm just so angry that someone could be so selfish to drive drunk. And he was so young. Both of them were young. It's always been something that has scared me. I know people that have been SO STUPID to drive around drunk and it just bothers me and it has always freaked me out. And now it hit home. You just never realize how bad it is until it actually hits you. You never think it'll happen to you.

My heart goes out to his family and his close friends. I would never believe that this would happen to anyone like Nick. There's a memorial service on Sunday. I'm probably going to go.
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stolen from megan smale! [20 Jun 2004|10:22pm]
How to make a natalay
Ingredients:

3 parts success

5 parts humour

5 parts
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of caring
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[27 May 2004|04:26pm]
so as if my life could not get any worse..

I get into an accident today..

whatever just shoot me the face..I'd rather be dead than have my parents spend so much fucking money on my stupid mistakes.
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[21 May 2004|09:55pm]
So yeah today was by far the shittiest day ever. Got in a fight with daniel who was not talking to me..cried on the way to school..got to school and wanted to just barf cuz I was so nervous about JSA elections..I lost..it's ok I guess..I'm just upset because I've done a lot of work for JSA and it just kinda got 1) put down and 2) pushed aside. ahh oh well..

I've felt kinda shitty about things lately..like I can't trust the people I trusted the most..like the "I love yous" and "goodlucks" are somewhat empty..? like I sit there and try to get along and try to talk to them but yet I kno that when I'm not around they're talking about me.

I'm glad it's almost summer..I think my friends have stressed me out and made me more unhappy than schoolwork..soo it'll be good to have some alone time. Don't get me wrong I lovea lot of my friends and a couple of them kno they have done nothing but been there when I really needed them, but that's just how it's been I guess. So hopefully this summer, besides the going to coronado and cada and other stuff I'll be going to have my own time..I'm gonna work a bit I think..and I'm also gonna do some stuff for cross I think..so yeah I'm just gonna try and just deal with everything. It's been a tough year..I'm glad it's over..I've learned a lot..
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[15 Apr 2004|05:27pm]
Then copy and paste this in your journal, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open to page 23.
3. Find the fifth sentence, post it.

"'Was that bag all the luggage you had for your voyage?' I asked."

The Voyages of Doctor Dolittle.
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[13 Apr 2004|08:45pm]

Daniel Alexander Worsham...

 

My Darling...I hope you had a very awesome day today. You are 17!! how exciting! I love you with all my heart...You've been there for me when I've felt like I have nobody else. You have helped me see that some of the things I worry about aren't really worth it. You help me have more confidence in myself. You make me beautiful <33..You are the greatest guy I could ever ask for and more. Happy Birthday, my love. I hope we get to celebrate more and more together :)

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[22 Mar 2004|08:04pm]
I lost SO MUCH respect for some people this weekend..

I kno I've done some stupid stuff that people could condemn me for but I have class and I like to respect myself..I don't need guy's attention and I'm honestly really glad that I don't have to be completely provocative to still be appealing. gosh I hate girls.
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it's been way too short of a weekend..lllllooonnnngggg day today tho. [21 Mar 2004|08:52pm]
a survey==THE DAY YOU MET==
Your mood before seeing them: nervous
Who introduced you: hmm well we had a class together..nobody really INTRODUCED us
Where you first saw them: in class..?
What you noticed first: hmm I dunno prolly his cute little skinny ass body hehe..I love that kid
What they noticed first: I dunno I can't read minds.
Your first impression of them: I dunno..I really liked him tho but I never actually admitted it.
Their first impression of you: I don't kno
First thing they said in your presence: I don't remember..?
From 1-10 [10 being highest likelihood], how much of a chance you thought you had with them: 1

==RELATIONSHIP FIRSTS==
First Hand-holding [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: my house/ME!/8

First hug [where took place / who initiated it / rating 1-10]: I don't really remember our first hug Ithink it was at grayson's house when both of us got pushed in the pool.

==THE MOST [BLANK] THING YOU AND YOUR PARTNER HAVE EVER DONE==
Romantic: trevor's back yard..under that tree on the picnic table..I thought he was mad at me and he left and I was shivering and he came back out with a blanket he wrapped it around me and kissed me. It was the best moment in the whole world.
Kinky: well..the other night..jk gross..
Sweet: psh I dunno I'd say the above and prolly the huge collage he made me for our six month.
Life-altering: I think being together for so long is pretty life altering..



==WHO IS MORE [BLANK] IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP==
Horny: probably him
Romantic: well I dunno neither one of us is really THAT romantic..I think we're equal
Sensitive: me
Shy: him
Attractive: him
Intelligent: him
Spiritual: him
Humorous: I think we're both equal
Messy: me for sure
Confused: me

==RATE THE FOLLOWING FEATURES ABOUT YOUR PARTNER 1-10==
NOTE:
Eyes: 10
Nose: wtf?
Lips: 10
Ears: 10
Jawline: psh I dunno
Hair: hehe 10 he has cute little curls
Hands: 10
Arms/elbows: 100000000000 on the arms..I don't even fuckin' look at his elbows
Tummy: 10000000000
Bewbies / pecs: I don't reallly analyze his pecs
Butt: 8 it's so tiny hehe but I do love it
Legs: I dunno I guess a 9 I dunno
Feet: I don't really like feet..like I don't mind my own really..it's everyone elses with a few exceptions


==WHAT [BLANK] MAKES YOU THINK OF YOUR PARTNER==
Song: hehe nookie, and i miss you by incubus, and the cuppycake song.
Movie: Ocean's Eleven and Scarface even tho I still haven't seen that movie...Just Married too
Food: in-n-out
Drink: anything with bubbles
Book: I don't kno how to read.
Kind of Dance: this i sstupid.
Season: I dunno?
Animal: dogs for sure..and talking cats..
Flower: roses

==WHICH [BLANK] OF YOUR PARTNER'S DO YOU LIKE BEST==
Article of Clothing: the volcom shirt that he never wears anymore..
Jewelry Item: hehe prolly that ring with all the fake diamonds on it
Favorite Band: blink 182
Friend: hmm I dunno guy friend prolly mo and brad and girl friend for sure laura delrose!

==DO YOU [BLANK] IN YOUR PARTNER'S PRESENCE?==
Fart: fuuuuccckkk no that's disgusting..girls don't fart.
Burp: yes
Cry: yeah
Sleep: yeah
Eat: yeah
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</table>
[08 Mar 2004|09:29pm]
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Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:Empathy
In a survival situation, you:Fight, but reluctantly
Your hidden talent is:Discrimination
Your gift is:Athletic ability
In groups, you:Work for a common goal
Your best quality is:Your industriousness
Your weakness is:Your jealous nature
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!
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[26 Feb 2004|04:52pm]
Bradley Allen Mccue...

Happy 17th Birthday dude!!! I love you soo much and I hope you feel better! You are the bestest guy and girls are gay..hehe. We need to have another one of our talks soon..Love you again!
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[19 Feb 2004|03:24pm]
Dear Natalie,

Don't bite off more than you can chew.

Stop trying to deal with people/things you don't trust anymore because it'll just end up with you walking in a room with people talking about you.
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[12 Feb 2004|06:20am]
Kiss Me



Your Candy Heart Is "Kiss Me"


You're a romantic at heart - which is quite sweet

You fall quickly and often for many people you meet.

While you're romantic, you've been know to crawl up with a dirty book

Warning to all: You're not as innocent as you may look.



What Naughty Candy Heart Are You?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
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[01 Feb 2004|04:02pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

Today was mine and daniel's one year anniversary..we celebrated last night tho cuz I thought we were gonna go out to disneyland but plans fell through and we couldn't go..I got him this huge scarface poster..it's really big..he really liked it which made me very happy. I really like giving presents, when I have money that is. So yeah then we went to the movies and saw butterfly effect..it was REALLY good..I really liked it a lot. Ashton Kutcher is SUCH a hottie..the kid that plays him when he's a teenager is pretty ugly tho. But yeah it was a very weird movie but it was really good. Then we were hungry so we went to thai smile. I got hot basil chicken..I think it's my new favorite it's really good. Then we decided to get ice cream even tho it was FREEZING outside. And we drove to my house and sat in the car eating ice cream and talking. It was really cute. Then we just hung out at my house until daniel had to go home. It was a very good night. I love my daniel worsham :-D..

Today's superbowl..I'm rooting for the Patriots..because my favorite team is the Rams and they lost to the Panthers..which means I don't like the Panthers..:-D..hehe

Me Daniel and Laura went out to El Paseo to go look at dresses. We met Autumn and her parents there..So we walked around a bit and then we went to CPK where Autumn and her parents were eating lunch! yeah they were talking about my hair? hehe and so we ate and had a little chat about the waiter it was fun..then we went to the gas station where it took laura about an HOUR to park by the pump..lol I love you dude. Yeah then I picked up my car and we just drove home..so now I"m at home..putting off hw..daniel's gonna come over later after he does calc..but yeah I"m gonna go..sorry I haven't updated in awhile..

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[22 Jan 2004|05:40pm]
Well I haven't updated in awhile..and I'm not about to update about everything that happened..It's finals week..it sucks my asshole but I've been doing fairly well on my finals. the Only two that I'm really worried about is Physics and Psychology. But I think I'm gonna be ok in Psychology cuz I'm working my ass off to learn the material and for the most part I knew it before today.

I think besides school the one thing that has been stressing me out the most is people and how so incredibly careless they are. So what if you were throwing me a surprise party? It's not like I asked you to. I think I would've lived without one. And just because you throw me some stupid surprise party doesn't mean I HAVE to be nice to you. You're an asshole to me..you're on my shit list. And if you're gonna plan a party then don't be the first to leave, and furthermore EXPECT me to just be like ok LOVE YA! I mean it's ridiculous..not only that but there was no reason to leave really..I mean you say that it was because you had to "pack and unpack" yeah welll packing and unpacking clothing takes about 10 minutes..not only that but I HEARD you on the phone talking to someone else about wanting to go hang out with them later so don't give me some stupid bullshit about packin'..I'm not a pushover like some of your friends..I won't take your bullshit. Furthermore, you knew that you were making a commitment to a TEAM..it's quite obvious that you have never played a team sport and have never worked well in a group because you seem to forget that you're in one by deciding to miss two practices for stupid bullshit reasons (Again) and then quitting. You didn't only hurt me..you hurt a whole team. I'm not the only one mad about it. There's a whole team mad at you. It just doesn't show as much cuz they don't have to always deal with you're stupid mooching, inconsiderate self. Then there's that whole "well you're mean to me" yeah well if you didn't try so hard to get people to like you and you didn't act like you were the coolest thing in the world because you know about every little bitch-fight and drink and smoke 24/7 then I'm sure I wouldn't be so mean. And if you didn't treat someone else the Same exact way that I treat you then yeah I'm sure I would be just a little bit nicer to you. But that's another story.

So to sum it up..leave me alone...don't try to come to lunch with a friend when that friend is planning it with me. Stop mooching, and stop making up bullshit excuses EVERYONE can see right through you.
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